直到今日我先可以冷靜落黎打xg....雖然依然唔知點表達我心想緊既野 不過我真係好想講出黎    唔係我考到中6講埋d風涼話..而真係真心說話

放左榜幾日  我升到原校理應開心

但係呢2晚卻係發惡夢  其實我而家好驚

我有進步 升到中6 我當然開心..

唔駛同人比較..我prove到自己係可以贏到自己 已經好開心 因為呢個始終係我目標

但係其實放榜收到個分個時心情第1時唔係開心  而家係好複雜 我相信唔到眼前個分

我自己今年有努力我知..  但係我完全冇諗過自己有呢個分..

之前1日我仲諗緊ive揀咩科

考到比自己預期高既分唔係好事..

我雖然呢年有努力   但係我覺得呢個分唔係全部靠我努力..

我係有d內疚  因為我覺得幸運係呢個分幫左我好多

直到而家 我仲doubt緊自己係咪真係有咁既能力考呢個分..

仲doubt緊自己係咪值得拎呢個分

定係我真係-6!  我唔知.. 但我好想figure it out

相比起其他人.. 我知有人比我更努力..有人比我更加聰明有天份

但係我竟然比佢地高分?!

諗起呢度  我就更覺得今年係靠幸運... 因為咁我更加驚更內疚

另外有好多朋友知我升到中6都有恭喜我

我真係好開心!多謝哂你地..

不過諗心1層..  我怕我資格接受你地恭喜你地讚賞

由細到大讀書唔係好.. 比人讚唔多.. 今次係我最開心既1次..
但係其實我冇資格接受..  但係我唔知點開口

不過係呢度 我真係好想講.. 我今次可能真係靠好彩..

除左朋友.. 親戚既恭喜說話 雖然1方面係另我好開心
但另1面就比左好多壓力我….

我驚我al考得唔好..  又再次disapoint一d對我抱大期望既人

我又由heaven back to hell… 真係好難受

而家我可以做既就係努力當前a level
雖然我唔知自己得唔得.. but I have to try!

There I was with the old man
Stranded again so off I'd ran
A young world crashing around me
No possibilities of getting what I need
He looked at me and smiled
Said "No, no, no, no, no child.

See the dog and butterfly. Up in the
Air he like to fly." Dog and butterfly
Below she had to try. She roll back down
To the warm soft ground laughing
She don't know why, she don't know why
Dog and butterfly

Another night in this strange town
Moonlight holding me light as down
Voice of confusion inside of me
Just begging to go back where I'm free
Feels like I'm through
Then the old man's words are true